The Day I will Meet You !!
The day of my rebirth.
8/30/20252 min read
The day, I will born again.
What will happen when you come to meet me… Will your eyes tremble with the same storm that lives in mine? Will you run — into my arms, as if the distance between us has been burning you alive too?
Because I will. I will run to you like a man who has been drowning for years and has finally seen the shore. I will cry — not polite, quiet tears, but the kind that shake the body, the kind that carry the weight of days when you were beside me in flesh, yet oceans away in silence.
I will hold you until my arms ache, until my tears — heavy with regret, apology, fear of losing you again, and the raw pain of our distance — have nothing left to give. In that moment, the world will vanish. No rules. No eyes watching. Only you, only me, and the desperate grip of two souls who have been apart for far too long.
Will you feel the same? Will your heart race to match mine? And then… I will just look at you. Not to measure your beauty — but to let my eyes drink it in like a man who has been thirsty for years. I will store it inside me, so even when you are gone, you will still live in my sight.
I will tell you I am sorry — sorry for the selfishness that blinded me. I will confess how I died a little every day without you, because this — this hollow existence — was never life. I will tell you about Zambia, how I sat in a room for a week, waiting for you, counting the hours like a prisoner counts the days. I will tell you how, even with everything else in life, I lived only in your memory.
I will make you promise — never to leave me in any lifetime. Yes, it is selfish. But I will still bow my head to God and beg Him to make me worthy, to make me strong enough to protect you, to never fail you again.
And then I will ask — how did you survive without me? How did you drive through life with my absence in your passenger seat?
Do you know I went to Singapore? I attended a Google seminar, and I drank alcohol, because every moment there asked me a single question, why you are here without her. My colleagues enjoyed they purchase perfume, there is cheap — but I didn’t buy it, I buy beers. I will buy perfume with you will, choose it together.
And when you tell me, with tears in your voice, that we have gained nothing in life, I will take your hands and say — yes, not by society’s measures. But when did society ever bring us together? Why should we let strangers decide the worth of what we have?
Why mourn what we don’t have when what we do have is everything? For me, that is you. And since I have you, I want nothing else.
The day I meet you will not just be a meeting. It will be the day I am born again. And this time, I will not waste a single breath.
LISTEN
I told my heart, "Go and bring happiness to me." The innocent heart brought me sorrow—well then, let me accept sorrow.
Where does the poor heart know what pain is, what emptiness is? Compared to all the joy in the world, my sorrow is more comforting.
I never found joy in celebrations; I found pleasure only in sorrow.
Sometimes there is the light of love, sometimes the darkness of death. Tell me, what disguise should I wear? Should I become a saint or a thief?
This heart has many faces. Who knows which one is truly mine?
There were thousands of miles I set out to travel, but the paths kept moving forward, and I was left behind.
I walked only a few steps and then began circling around your thoughts.
I told my heart, "Go and bring happiness to me." The innocent heart brought me sorrow—well then, let me accept sorrow.
I have no grouse against a life without you
But a life without you is hardly a life
Wish we could tread our journey with your steps
Pick our destinations afresh and walk someplace else, far far away
When you walk along with me
There’s no dearth of places to be
And though I have no grouse against a life without you…
All I wish to do is seek refuge in your embrace
And keep crying; keep crying
Aren’t those tears too that I detect in the moistness of your eyes –
A life without your is hardly any life
If you say so the moon will not set tonight
Say it – Stop this night
It’s just the matter of the night, there isn't much left in life without you
I have no grouse against a life without you
But a life without you is hardly any life
You alone… Without you, how could I live? Come to me, don’t let me ache like this.
My life, come and breathe within me. Like the moon, descend onto the ground of my heart.
If you love me, come and meet me — or else, take me from this earth entirely.
These breaths are restless, they whisper that wherever you walk, I should lay my eyes like a path beneath your feet.
I would give up my life from the heights of mountains if you did not come.
My hope, my world, my life and my death — I have placed them all in your hands.
I have broken every bond for your sake. Call me a hundred times, and a hundred times I will come.
Even tears taste sweet when they fall for you.
O naïve bird,
come back home..
come back home..
why do you wander country-country (in such bad shape)
why is your condition so bad, all tired-lost
why do you wander this country to that
you (have become) a nomad of nights..
a hundred pains are spread on the body,
clothes of all compassion are dirty..
(guess that means, all the sources of compassion are not there for you right now)
however much you cut the winds with your wings,
you'll not be able to fend yourself from yourself..
break the skies and burn the worlds,
but you can't hide yourself,
whatever path you take,
you are homeless (out there)
you will come to your home only..
O crow, I have so much of request to you, eat (my body's) flesh,
but do not eat my eyes, don't eat my eyes as I have a wish to see my lover..
If you are mine, I’m surprised that I never asked for anything
If you are mine, Why does it feel like I’ve gotten everything
For you are mine
I don’t ask for anything from this world
And if you’re not
I don’t want to live in this world
And in my visions
There’s a place where you and I are together now
And no one else is there
But you and I, oh
And you’ll come, you’ll come
Are our paths intertwined like this?
And if you’d cross paths with me
I’ll fall madly in love with you
And you’ll come, you’ll come
Are our paths intertwined like this?
And even if you don’t cross the paths with me
I’ll still want you the same
For you are mine
I don’t ask for anything from this world
You ask
What I see in you
When there’s a lot of things to see around me today
You don’t know
Yourself, no idea why
See yourself from my eyes please
Please see, please see
Beneath the hair, how beneath the hair
Your lovely smile hides beneath the hair
And your eyes go down and then up
So what do I do? I’ve lost already
Your lips, your lips
By which you give me lovely names
And about your heart, and about your heart
What can be said? How wonderful they are!
And yes, look here
How two hearts are walking down the aisle
But is it a clear sky
Or a rainy day again?
Even if your day is rainy
I’d still want to be with you, do you know that?
I’d not ask for anything else for
You’re mine
Stranger, you too sometimes call out from somewhere
I’m living here in pieces
You are also living in fragments
Stranger, call out to me from somewhere
Day after day, the silky breeze whispers
“Tell me” Where is that pure, innocent bloom?
Where is that light?
Where is that life?
I remain incomplete, and so do you
Wanderer, wanderer, foreigner Wanderer, wanderer, foreigner
You’re not here, yet your smiles linger
Your face is nowhere to be seen
But your footsteps still echo
Where are you, where have you gone?
Where is your trace?
Where is my world?
I remain incomplete, and so do you
Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more, you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go 'til we're gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I'd hold to
In my life, we'll always go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on (why does the heart go on?)
Once more, you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart and
My heart will go on and on